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walked to evergreen cemetery today...

  • Jul 23, 2009
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walked to evergreen cemetery today. it's so lovely. the last time i was there i didn't get a chance to really look over the graves. this time i went slowly through each section. i took many photos too. i was a little disappointed with the light though. i thought i had gone at a good time but the sun was sinking behind the hills by the time i arrived. on the way home when i emerged from the gully which houses the cemetery the light was perfect! but of course not for taking pictures in the cemetery. i suppose morning would be the best time for that. in any case it was a wonderful walk. there are ripe blackberries in the cemetery and surrounding woods! whoot! i stood browsing for quite a while. i don't reckon the dead folks will mind my foraging. the best part of the walk however was when i discovered wild hazelnut and thimbleberry growing on a hillside! i was made so happy by the discovery! none of the thimbleberries were any good though. they were quite shriveled up. one of the little hazel trees had set a nut but when i reached for it it dropped from the branch and tumbled down a ravine. i want to electroform the wee things (among others) for my etsy shop. the good news is the branches are loaded with tiny green catkins*! so. eventually there will be nuts. bay fruit littered the ground. it was mostly chewed up. there must be some very fat and contented squirrels living in that wood. i had wanted to gather some bay fruit for my father so that he could start more seedlings but i couldn't find any ripe ones within reach. darn. i did find clusters of bigleaf maple samara. the squirrels looked to have been nibbling on those a great deal too. i gathered up as many as i could fit in my moleskine. i'm going to add them to the electroform pile along with the quaking grass i picked on the walk home. the breeze was just coming up from the sea as i walked through a field of quaking grass and wild oats all dried and rattle-y. there was a great shushing sound. very pretty indeed.



hazelnut
hazelnut


quaking grass
quaking grass




when i got home i had an amazing supper of black dragon carrots and charentais melons (from the farmers' market) and stilton cheese and cold meat and marcona almonds and perry cider. that's a lot of ands. that's how much i hate the comma. 

wellidy. back to knitting socks. 

adieu. 

*edit: i don't know why the trees are covered in catkins because they are supposed to bloom in late winter or early spring. maybe these are next spring's catkins just waiting to bloom. i don't know. but i'm going to keep checking back and see what becomes of them.


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i completed my mission to...

  • Jul 22, 2009
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i completed my mission to find shoes today. hooray! i walked into the shoe shop and asked if they carried plain black low-top cons. the shop girl said they did and asked my size. she excused herself and went to the stockroom to grab some. she brought them out and started to unwrap them. i told her not to bother. it's the same shoe i get every time. those and a pair of men's beat up denim overalls were my uniform from the age of fifteen to about the age of twenty-four. i miss my overalls sometimes. but i digress. as soon as i'd paid for my cons i plunked myself down on a bench and put them on. it is so nice to be comfortably shod once again. i was however a little peeved that these simple shoes which i used to buy for about $15.00 now cost a ridiculous $40.00. they are made of canvas and rubber! i should create a shoe last and just start making my own. <--- sometimes when i have an idea like this it makes me feel as though i'm standing on the threshold of crazy miserly old lady shut-in. all i need is a tiny tap and then it's good-bye days of youth and hello curmudgeonesshood. 


i did a fair amount of walking. i had a bag of vegetables (farmers' market!) in one hand and a bag of tea and old shoes in the other. as i plodded along a very suspect and unsavory man said "hello. please let me carry your bags home for you." to which i responded by quickening my pace and rolling my eyes and saying "um. no. i've got it." i won't tell you what he said afterward because it was mildly filthy. he went from genteel demeanor to vulgar one in under five seconds. it must take a lot of practice to attain that speed.



cuckoo-pint
cuckoo-pint




along the river i noticed something bright orangey-red*. i had to see what it was. as i walked closer i realized it was cuckoo-pint! so pretty! it has set little reddish seeds all along its spadix. i know it's not a native and it's not such a good thing that it has naturalized. but seeing it reminded me of the country diary of an edwardian lady (a book i love). i wish i had talent as a visual artist. i'd make my own book with plants of california. but i'm not talented in that way. it's just as well because i don't relish the idea of falling in a river and ending my days bobbing belly up after innocently trying to gather chestnut blossoms on the riverbank. so. i discovered there's also a lot of white nightshade down under the willows! neat!

tomorrow i'm going to go for a walk with the polaroid and try to get some photos. then hopefully i'll be able to post them here. fingers crossed. 

wellidy. adieu.

*in related news look at these awesome prints! oh. love them. i'm especially smitten with the small autumn one.




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today i took a lovely...

  • Jul 22, 2009
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today i took a lovely walk down along the river. it made me so happy to find wild rose blooming there! some of the roses had set fruit. so bright and red. oenothera and jupiter's beard and sweet scabious are all blooming there too. ducks turned themselves wrong side up in quiet little coves. at the end of the footpath i stopped a little old lady to ask if i was heading toward water st. she acted very surprised and said "oh dear! you are sure taking the long way! i hope you like to walk!" and i said " i very much do!" she laughed and said she was delighted and that she likes to walk too. it was pretty adorable. though her hair and general appearance did make her look as though she might live in a gingerbread shack and push me into an oven if i wasn't careful. i walked on. in front of the tailor's shop a drunken blind man who was dressed like an elegant chimney sweep (complete with beaver top hat and shabby swallow-tail coat) talked to a man with a ukulele strapped to his back. jasmine and nasturtium hung like huge bunting from old houses with spidery corbels. at the end of the line i sat in a parlor and talked to three very delightful people and one delightful cat by the name of linus. i hope i will hear from those folks again.


tomorrow it is imperative that i buy shoes! ye gods! my feet were quite sore when i got home. i only brought sandals with me and for long distance treks they will not do. i walked about four miles today. that's really not a lot for me because i walk everywhere. but it felt like a lot because my hooves got so tender.

i picked a sprig of jasmine whilst i was out. it's now sitting on my featherbed next to my head. it smells so very good. 

wellidy. g'night.


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it was ungodly hot today...

  • Jul 19, 2009
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it was ungodly hot today. this is what the local weather report says: Mountain temperatures are expected to be in the 90s to 110 again on Sunday. it was 91 indoors today and 107 outside. and cloudy. really rather unbearable. there's no air conditioning at chez mary.


this evening i went for a walk with my niece and my wee mother. the latter is recovering from a knee replacement and now getting along at quite a good clip. my niece was holding one of my hands and one of my mother's. she kept asking me questions. i pointed out some bats flying above us and she was very excited. when we neared the place where the mirabelles grow she asked what the noise was that she could hear. i told her it was the sound of crickets. she asked how they make such a sound and i said that the male crickets rub their wings together. she corrected me by saying that crickets must surely rub their hands together and not their wings as i thought. she also said it must be baby crickets calling for their mothers because they're hungry. i conceded because i thought it was funny. she also said she wanted to name the feral black cat "jodi's girl" which seemed an odd name. but there's just no arguing with her i suppose.

later we had a conversation which went like this.

niece: aunt mary! grandma! look it's a falling star!
me: no. that's an airplane. see how it blinks! 
niece: i want to ride in an airplane.
me: you've ridden in one. don't you remember silly?
niece: oh yeah. it was a chinese airplane.
me: yes.
niece: i fell asleep and i had a dream. do you know what i dreamed?
me: no. what did you dream?
niece: well. i dreamed about a vulture with one big red eye! i'm not lying! 
me: how scary! 
niece: yes. (mimes biting her nails) it was scary! and the vulture had teeth! and the teeth were full of poison!
me: it had poison teeth?! like venom?
niece: yes! like that. and it was huge! it was 18 feet tall and its name was anee-anda! and it wanted to suck my blood because it was also a vampire! 
me: oh my goodness!
niece: yes. but please don't tell anyone. 
me: okay.


earlier she said quite out of the blue that one day we would all be skeletons. she talked at great length about how nobody escapes this fate. it was quite philosophical and also rather morbid for a child of 4. but it was amusing. she said she thought even god would succumb. she said "up in the sky there will be a god skeleton. and when you're a skeleton you don't do anything. and you don't need to eat." what a relief says i. but i think i'd like to enjoy my corporeality for a while longer. it's just too nice.

tomorrow is northerly sojourn. i do hope things are cooler up that way. i am excited and scared simultaneously. i think this is supposed to be the best sort of excitement. or at least the most fruitful in the end. i feel half made of butterflies though. i must thank the kindness of friends in far away places for making this possible. paw squeezes to them. and a number of hugs as well. 

wellidy. must to sleep soon.

g'night.




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i've just arrived home from...

  • Jul 15, 2009
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i've just arrived home from a lovely visit with my friend b---. she works as a police dispatcher so she keeps odd hours. i am often awake until the wee hours too. she regaled me with interesting tales. her line of work seems to supply an endless stream of those. some of them horrific. others very touching. i was excited to learn she and her husband have been spending time with a friend who is a native nahuatl speaker. it's a language i'd like to learn more about. yay!


on the drive home the sky was just beginning to lighten in the east. in the pastures the horned roan cattle were sleeping on their knees. now they are awake and lowing. in the driveway i could smell the blooming albizia. so good. the sky is turning shades of pink and amber. the hummingbirds are already fighting each other. the crows are noisily breakfasting too. i had better sleep in these few hours before the heat of the day becomes too stifling to bear. 

wellidy.



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father came and nabbed me...

  • Jul 10, 2009
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father came and nabbed me this afternoon. he had a hankering to steal plums and he'd provide the ladder. fair enough. the plums are not as sweet/tart as the mirabelles. sadly there are few mirabelles now because pg&e came and cut back the thicket the other day. of course they couldn't wait another two weeks so that i could gobble them up. i will make due with the stolen plums from today. they are yellow with a red blush. sweet and a bit tart but not very plum-y. they'll make decent jam and maybe a plum sorbet if i'm feeling very ambitious in the next few days. which is doubtful. 


it was good to see father at any rate. after we had done with plum picking we were sitting in his van in the shade of the willow tree. we got on the topic of television for some reason. father said he could remember before there was television and wasn't that a feat. he told me that the first image he'd seen was on ham television when he was a boy in the bay area. an image of president lincoln sent from berkeley to richmond. everyone watched in awe. then he said he remembered great crowds of people standing around shop windows watching some of the first broadcasts with rapt attention even though they were just test patterns. later when his family moved back here to our homestead there was no electricity. then father went off to the service. when he returned electricity had finally made its way up the canyon. my grandmother bought a television but there wasn't any signal. my father scaled the mountainside to lay an antenna and the canyon people could marvel over modern conveniences. it sort of blows my mind that i'm laying in bed to type this and in a moment people all over the globe could conceivably read it. amazing.

working on a dress. grey silk chiffon. girlier than anything i normally wear. i'm going to cut out the pieces tonight and bring them along up north. i won't bring my singer because its cast iron body makes it an inferior traveling companion. i'll bring a thimble and needle. much more sensible. the fabric i'm working with is closer to blue-grey than the silvery cloud grey i had wanted. but it's still lovely. hopefully i don't look like an overgrown sallow doll in the resulting frock. fingers crossed.

going to read some now. so. i'll bid you adieu. 

g'night.


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the moon was huge and...

  • Jul 8, 2009
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the moon was huge and orange tonight. sister and i walked. the air smelled of damp straw. for some reason boy scouts were milling around in the dark. sister took a picture of a fallen leaf. i picked three flowers of frog's fruit from the ditch. when we came round again to sister's door she gifted me with three packs of 600 film for the sx-70. i'm well pleased.


had a chat with the muscovite. is it fair to call him that now? probably i should invent a new moniker. well. i'll add it to the list. in any case his banter had a cheering effect. 

spent some time on google maps looking at the streets of santa cruz. where will i drink my coffee and where will i hide from rain with a book? i don't know. new shoes are in order because the old ones have worn all through. and i know i will be walking a good deal. in iowa i forgot to make maps. i won't make the same mistake twice. i will draw them once in ink and later make them over with felt and thread. 

so many things are up in the air. i can only focus on one at a time without losing my head. i make a poor juggler.

last night i dreamt of crystals forming in a twilit sea. when i grabbed them some of them turned to algae. others remained hard and beautiful and iridescent. i put them in the pockets of my giant coat. then i noticed a fancy goldfish twitching in the salt water. miserable. i tried to rescue it. but it was diseased. streaked with black. every time i reached for it i found it just beyond my grasp. the tide took it. above me on a cliff there was a laboratory the refuse of which was mounting on the beach. broken condensers and retorts. i was afraid of the glass. my feet were bare. there was more but it's time for me to sleep.

g'night.


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went to the landfill yesterday...

  • Jul 4, 2009
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went to the landfill yesterday morning. at 10 o'clock it was already very hot outside. the landfill makes me sad. one isn't allowed to take things away but only deposit them. people throw away perfectly useable items rather than donating them to thrift stores etc. as we were unloading household waste i noticed someone had dumped bolts of fabric. perfectly useable fabric! i waited until the attendant wasn't looking and stole the bolt on the top of the pile. it hadn't touched any trash and was clean. i think the attendant became suspicious after he turned and saw me shutting the truck door. he watched me like a hawk afterward. it's such a shame that for reasons of liability people can't remove things from the dump. it's rather depressing. we're a litigious nation. a pretty wasteful one too. but i guess i should be thankful that i'm free to complain of these things (patriotism!).



later in the day my brother and i delivered a new refrigerator to my father. it was a task because the unit had to remain upright so as not to disturb the cooling system inside. holding a refrigerator upright while lowering it from the bed of a truck onto the ground is harder than it looks. around father's cabin the poison oak has turned shades of bright red. it's beautiful. wild turkeys passed through the tall yellow grass. datura was blooming on the roadside. i took a few polaroids. but not of the turkeys. they're quite camera shy.

wellidy. i'm going to go watch a twilight zone marathon and eat bbq with sister and m----. hooray! fireworks are not allowed in this drought-stricken valley. sigh.

adieu.



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went for a drive into...

  • Jul 1, 2009
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went for a drive into the mountains with sister's holgaroid in tow. haven't been on that road in ages. when i emerged on the other side of the mountain range i tried to take a hereford bull's photo. he stood patiently for the first exposure and then lost interest. the exposure didn't come out. naturally.


i hook my earrings together before going to sleep. it just occurred to me they look like a venn diagram sitting on my bedside table.

wellidy. time for music.

13 Milk And Honey
13 Milk And Honey
Nick Drake

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